I can't change......

覺得自己很無能為力



想要改變自己都沒辦法



總是無法達到自己的標準



努力扮演自己



強顏歡笑



Though I look happy,



I pretend to be brave.



Not satisfied with my life,



l  try to change it.



But it is useless.



I feel tired and afraid of my study



More I expect , more disappointed I feel.



Maybe I'm a loser.

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Suspect my ability.



I can't believe that I'll be NCCU's student.



What can I do?



Who can tell me?



Distrust my ability......